It wasn't the same type of disappointment you usually feel. It was a deep pain that could be felt throughout the soul. A deep longing, that in that moment, had been told "no." And in that moment of heartache a lesson was learned. A pain was felt. It was the type of pain that went so deep you can imagine tears rolling down your cheeks, yet there are none.
In that moment you learned something about yourself, something you had wanted to deny, but something that stared you not just in your physical face; but in your soul as well.
In that moment...You realize how quickly it all can be taken away.
Psalm 116
New International Version (NIV)
Psalm 116
1 I love the Lord, for he heard my voice;
he heard my cry for mercy.
2 Because he turned his ear to me,
I will call on him as long as I live.3 The cords of death entangled me,
the anguish of the grave came over me;
I was overcome by distress and sorrow.
4 Then I called on the name of the Lord:
“Lord, save me!”5 The Lord is gracious and righteous;
our God is full of compassion.
6 The Lord protects the unwary;
when I was brought low, he saved me.7 Return to your rest, my soul,
for the Lord has been good to you.8 For you, Lord, have delivered me from death,
my eyes from tears,
my feet from stumbling,
9 that I may walk before the Lord
in the land of the living.10 I trusted in the Lord when I said,
“I am greatly afflicted”;
11 in my dismay I said,
“Everyone is a liar.”12 What shall I return to the Lord
for all his goodness to me?13 I will lift up the cup of salvation
and call on the name of the Lord.
14 I will fulfill my vows to the Lord
in the presence of all his people.15 Precious in the sight of the Lord
is the death of his faithful servants.
16 Truly I am your servant, Lord;
I serve you just as my mother did;
you have freed me from my chains.17 I will sacrifice a thank offering to you
and call on the name of the Lord.18 I will fulfill my vows to the Lord
in the presence of all his people,
19 in the courts of the house of the Lord—
in your midst, Jerusalem.
Praise the Lord.
Alyssa
